Poetry, Elizabeth Núñez
Shall I pray under the citrous skyÂ
Or grieve over the rotten landÂ
Where my mother used to play as a kidÂ
Her church dress covered in dirtÂ
Shall I count the stars of that warm September nightÂ
When my father climbed the tallest treeÂ
And held the world in the palm of his brown handsÂ
Shall I sing along with the morning hens and the hungry dogsÂ
Who would follow my mother on her way to schoolÂ
Her curly hair tamed in two braidsÂ
My father sighs as she walks past his classroomÂ
Shall I wash my hair at the green lake
And catch the fish with golden finsÂ
Nearby, two kids share their first kissÂ
Their mouths closed tight, an endless promise locked between their lipsÂ
Shall I rest my head on the painted white clouds that melt like cotton candyÂ
On the day Lupe and Toño got marriedÂ
My grandfather cried as he let go of my mother’s armÂ
Shall I walk the quiet roads and visit the empty houses
People frozen inside broken framesÂ
Like the picture of my sister on her second birthdayÂ
My parent’s hopes and dreams lay on her eyelashesÂ
Shall I weep under the forgiving rain that mistake my sadness for romance
I roll down the windowsÂ
As we head towards the cityÂ
Shall the hills bid us farewell and the water bless our journeyÂ
And when my parents hold their hands for the last timeÂ
shall I rememberÂ
that this was their homeland and they were once in love.
Elizabeth Núñez (23) is a university student and aspiring writer from Mexico City. Her writings are characterized by mixing English and Spanish, dealing with topics such as feminism, what it is like to be a Mexican woman under a highly macho society, the mother-daughter relationship, and nostalgia. Find her on IG @eli.nunz